29th day

Today, again i cried. I had told her that i will tell her tomorrow the thing which i had to tell her, i had mistakely told her unknowingly. I knew some misunderstand or something else will happen if i will say that in phone. But when i told her that i will tell tomorrow then she was upset an little bit angry, at that time i remembered one moment when i had told her that i will not tell that thing, that time she had asked me with more curocity than other thing which i hadn't known. she said me not to tell anything.. I was feeling sorry so i told her and due to this she said me not to think what i was thinking and not to touch her, but after she said that all, she thought that i am again hurt because of her. Yes i was hurt but not what she told, but because of how she told me....I really felt bad. Today also she said that she want break up...I was afraid to lose her and her heart. I settled that talk. I was out of my mind so i wrote this diary to feel good and slept around half past 7....The day was started with joys and ended with sorrows...........